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Jul. 31st, 2008

  • 7:30 PM

 I'll post what I dreamt of last night. I saw her and she said this to me. I'll go out with you on the eighth day of the week. Sigh.

Jul. 27th, 2008

  • 2:02 PM

livejournal is a scam! they say your lj will be deleted in 30 days but i just re activated my lj when it has been deleted for six weeks!! hahahahahah

Jun. 11th, 2008

  • 7:47 PM

i cant find the thing to delete my lj. damn

Jun. 9th, 2008

  • 12:59 PM

I'm sorry Travis. My fart smelled like rotten egg. I have farting throughout my 800m workout. Oh my. I managed to do 3 sets today. I texted iris just now; the bus service. It felt good because there was a reply. I go crazy over every message I receive. I don't really text anyone this holiday. I'm gonna watch 'Kung Fu Panda' later. I don't know if I should go because Brendan is going. I hate him. He stole my good friend from me. I made a plan with Sebastian to go his house today. I wanted to go over because he had church camp on Friday. He's from Holy Family. Then Brendan asked him to go for movie today. Oh my god. I have only one guy best friend, maybe two for gal. And I don't know what's wrong with my stomach. It hurts alot.
  • Music:See you again

Jun. 8th, 2008

  • 10:07 PM

                                                                              with eyes squinted,
                                                                             I could recognise her already.
                                                                            I dare open my eyes,
                                                                           in fear of being castoff.

Jun. 6th, 2008

  • 7:51 PM

For girls who love fashion. Who love that magical transformation of material on a hanger into something that makes you want to twirl in front of a mirror, that gives you the confidence to think, You know what? I look great! Fashion is how we express our personalities. Our way of saying, 'This is who I am,' sometimes even, 'This is who I would like to be.' Most of all, fashion is about having fun and using your imagination. Victoria Beckham wrote a book about fashion. David, you should start planning on a book all about soccer. You can see many things if you look closely. Just like when you watch a soccer match at a neighborhood soccer court. All the good players, they don't require a good goal keeper for their team. They just need someone between the poles to be pose.
I don't know what I just said, never mind.
I went out alone today. It was kinda fun, had lunch at parkway then headed to the library and tried re-doing my Additional Mathematics Paper. I didn't complete it though. I went home with a book. Its really heavy. A to Z of almost everything. I found cool things like sharing the same birth date with Whitney Houston. I checked Daffy's birthday. She shares the same birthday with Matt Groening, creator of The Simpsons. I finally know the reason why does she look like one of the simpsons. I checked Denise's too. D! Why can't you be born a day later. You would have shared the same birthday with George Bush!
  • Music:Take it out on me

Jun. 6th, 2008

  • 1:21 PM

omg, i just realise im super lonely this holiday. lets go out. sigh, gerard and justin. i envy you guys.

Jun. 5th, 2008

  • 8:18 PM

msn pool with d now. she loves to kid me man. phew, i thought she was serious. omg. i watched two movies online today. quite nice for a boring day.

Jun. 5th, 2008

  • 12:22 PM

I am talking to d right now. We're both home on a lovely Thursday afternoon. She's doing her homework while I'm here posting. I am now looking at my report card. I'm gonna type out the comments from the latest result slip. Tao guang is a lively and expressive boy. He displays a high energy potential. He is unreserved and spontanteous in his responses and reactions to situations. He is sociable and interacts freely with his peers. Tao Guang communicates confidently with his teachers. He shows a desire to seek self-improvement and does not hesitate to seek clarification when in doubt. He possesses a strong capacitty to make a greater contribution to the class. Tao Guang has received a commendation for help rendered to a member of the public. I don't know what can I do online. Oh and I skipped track training yesterday. Am feeling guilty about it now.
  • Music:War Pigs.

Jun. 3rd, 2008

  • 11:01 PM

I woke up at 10am today, rushed for remedial lesson after washing up. I wasn't late though. I was even considering where should I have my breakfast. When I arrived in school. I saw Derek and Darren walking towards to canteen. They told me it was over and I was confused. "Shouldn't the remedial start at 11pm, like yesterday?" I was wrong. It had long started at 9.30am. Never mind, I stayed back to do the 6 sums so as to not waste my long bus trip here. I hate Brendan. He asked me to go over to Sebastian's house for merely an hour and we went back to Marine Parade for basketball. I didn't even do anything over at his place. Anyway, after basketball I wanted to puke. What's wrong with me lately. I kept it down with the help of A&W root beer. Its the best root beer ever and I heard they aren't going to produce it anymore, sigh. I was feeling tired so I went home instead of Sebastian's place again. I watched 'The price is right'. I sucked up to my sister just now. I was playing the music at first but when she was about to study for her exams. I pretended to be nice and switched it off so as to ask her to let me use the computer. I'm not gonna use the word 'allow' because D says that would be like a dog, "I allow you to do that, I don't allow you to do this". I learned my lesson, thanks D. Sorry Daffy for taking my time to reply just now. I did not had the chance to say bye just now so here goes. BYE!!! She made my day, partly because of what I asked her. Anyway, we were playing truth or dare. I know a few secrets of her(: I am going to sleep now. The last remedial is arriving.








Yo mama so stupid she sold her car for gasoline money!

Friends.

  • Jun. 2nd, 2008 at 11:11 PM

Now I know who are my real friends and I'm so stupid for trying so much a befriend another. Thanks DD
  • Music:SEE YOU AGAIN

I have so much to say.

  • Jun. 2nd, 2008 at 9:18 PM

I have so much to say. I was sick the whole of Sunday. I couldn't find what was wrong but I had fever and everything on the table was revolting. I couldn't eat. I tried sleeping that night but I couldn't though. I was thinking about something and my salivary glands started to salivate. It was then the pressure rose and all the mashed up food and water spilled out from my mouth. I could feel it in my nose too. I guess it went through the wrong pipe. I don't think she wants to be my friend. Lets just give up. I reminisced those words as I gulped down the glass of water. Thanks D. Oh my. I had training today. It was amazing. I managed to almost finish the workout even though I was recovering from fever. All the fluids drained from me last night. Its working on me today. My lips were so dry that I rushed to the water cooler after the 6th round. Still, I completed 9 rounds in 20minutes. It kinda sucked but its alright. It was the illness. I attend training in search of discipline and responsibility. The two words that will bring success in your future. At the same time, I want to keep fit. I shall post a yo mama joke at every post. It looks fun. Sigh I have remedial lessons tomorrow and the last one on Wednesday. Its so boring! I managed to drag my wobbly legs to school today. The same word that does it all the time. Discipline. I have to be discipline enough to attend remedial lessons that teachers fork out time for. Its not that I like the teacher but I have to appreciate their favor. I saw a loving couple in their 40's today. They were holding hands at such age. Marriage has bonded them together, in sickness or death they will not part. That is if they don't divorce. My brain came out with something cool today. The brain is a simple organ but complex if you look closer. All those dreams and thoughts you have are all from the brain. Its the coolest organ ever. Hey D, remember when I told you about the disadvantage of being tall, which is the chance of getting hit by lightning. Here's another one. Taller people die faster because the heart has to use more energy to pump blood to the toes and fingers of the long limbs. This is not scientifically proven. Its my wild thought. Oh my, I'm in love with Hannah Montana on Kids Central. The show is absolutely lovely.




Yo mama so ugly when she joined an ugly contest, they said "Sorry, no professionals." 
  • Music:See you again

Burning Hand

  • Jun. 1st, 2008 at 12:50 PM

Oh my, I am typing with one hand. My right hand got scalded. It hurts real bad now. I need a sedative real bad. I can't believe Crystal has a livejournal and she has been reading on mine. My two buddies aren't online. It has been more than two days. My hand hurts, oh my. Okay, I tried talking to Cheri and Crystal online but they are not replying. Never mind, saves my hand some pain. I had a cool dream, two to be exact. I can't remember them at the moment but I do remember seeing Ryan, who is in Australia right now. It was weird. Okay Its hurting real bad. Post another time.
  • Mood: uncomfortable

May. 31st, 2008

  • 9:53 PM

Oh my god. I'm only coming on for like 30 minutes and my buddies aren't online. Sigh. I did nothing much today. I tried writing a new song! without lyrics of course. I just wrote down the tabs on paper. I don't want to have elder sisters. Gosh they sucks. My second sister isn't that bad, unlike the older one. She doesn't even let me use her freaking laptop. Why is it so hard. I have to beg and suck up to them, like offering them candies and lending them my bag for a day or so. Oh gosh. I just want to come online and talk to my friends, ask about their day and talk about other crazy stuffs. Moreover I only talk to two great buddies. Sometimes when they are off; like now, I post about daily stuffs and listen to music. Oh my god. They are fucking selfish. I wish there is some magical portal for me to discover, just like the one in Narnia. I want to go somewhere far away, in the land of magic, I would have nothing to worry about. 




                      I take a bus everytime. In hope of seeing her. The silhouette of her back and the silky hair makes me want to catch more of her. Whenever a bus I am in brakes suddenly, I feel fear. I close my eyes as Death stealthes on me. I see her in the pitch black background, glowing like a firefly. I just want to go closer and turn the figure. Just then, everything goes back to normal and I'm safe. 

                                Who is she? I don't know.
  • Mood: lonely
  • Music:A secret worth keeping

May. 30th, 2008

  • 11:42 PM

Oh my. I'm the only one awake now. I'm afraid. Sigh, I don't know what else can I do online. Youtube really entertains you. I'm listening to a really nice song now, re-playing it over and over again. I need more friends. Okay, starting from now. I'm not gonna write anyone's name on my lj. Okay, she is not replying me. My friend isn't replying too because she planted a grenade in her bill and it sort of boomed. So I'm left all alone. 

May. 30th, 2008

  • 11:12 PM

FYI, Cheri. I don't like anyone.
Sigh, I wonder what's wrong with me. I guess I have to post twice a day now. I have short term memory and in need of medication now. I have forgotten to write what just happened like an hour ago. Oh gosh. I went to the hospital and guess what I saw. It was freaky. I came out from the toilet and there was this girl getting out of the lift. She was the last to come out and she turned back and waved at nothing. That was so scary. I would have peed in my pants but I had already got rid of it in the toilet.

Sherie, I just want to be a friend. Two friends aren't enough. I'm not saying that they are bad. They are great. I just want to be a friend.
Sebastian and Brendan, please kindly fuck off.
  • Music:A secret worth keeping.

May. 30th, 2008

  • 10:23 PM

Responsibility. I am more responsible now. I made it a point to go back to school this morning and go for training after movie. I see hope in me, maybe I'm not a failure after all. I watched Narnia today. It was a fantastic movie. Everyone should watch it. To those people who think they are invisible in their cars. You are wrong. For we the commuters of buses are watching you, so please be glamorous even if you think no one is looking at you. I'll always be looking around. Its fun going out alone. You see things in a more peaceful way. It feels so good to have a blank mind for that moment. You start to look at trees around, flowers in other's garden and the beautiful clouds in the vast sky. Training was awesome and I have improved tremendously. Being responsible and discipline help you in many ways. You can apply this two moral values in almost everything you do. "Should I make noise and create trouble for the teacher? Should I go for my remedial lessons or go out with my friends?" These are just some examples that you may come across in life. I did had my fill during dinner but hunger pangs are coming back to me now. I learned something from the desert I ate just now; Ice kachang. It applies in life. Just like a guy wanting to make friends with a pretty girl he sees on a street. He breaks the ice and uncover the goodness in her. Just like the desert. You have to 'break' (eat) the ice before you can see the delicious things in it. Okay I'm bored now. D just went off line and daffy is off too. I guess she has training early in the morning. I have no idea what to do now. I think I shall write another essay. I hope my essays will end up in a corner in The Newpaper one day. Lets hope so. Goodbye people.

Thanks Denise from the interesting topic, idk. and daphne as the woman in the story.

  • May. 28th, 2008 at 10:57 PM

I don’t know, I really don’t know what to do. In my hands are two movie tickets, “ A walk to remember.” All I have to do is to call her right now and ask her out. My heart palpitates wildly as I list down all the possible answer I’ll get. I look at my watch. The constant ticking instils guilt in me. It would be wrong if I had bought the tickets of her favourite movie and not letting her now about it. I let a sigh and walk away. I am gullible enough to believe that courage lies in the air. So with each step I take, I gasp and inhale with all my might. I recollect that wonderful day while I dial her number at snail speed.

 

Her name is Daphne. It was love a first sight. The start of high school was a wonderful one for me. She caught my attention with her sparkling blue eyes. I got electrified and it got me rooted to the ground for a minute or two. I saw her angelic features by the lamppost. I thought it was enough to cover me. In fact she saw me and even smiled back when I looked at her in a daze. I walked silently behind her, keeping a mile length away from her. I felt like I was in a ‘stealth mode’, stalking people without them knowing. I wrote in my name in the activities she signed up for. All I did were just for a chance to break the ice between us.

 

I saw her everyday since then. I noticed her from my lunch table. She is definitely different from other girls. She likes her food dipped in sweet chilli sauce while other girls like it plain. She eats her burger with grace and beauty. You won’t find a single stain on her cheeks. I love stealing glances of her from the old mirror in our history class. The sweet little movements she makes keep my heart beating. Her handwriting is exceptionally unique. It has a style of her beauty. I sit back, relax and admire her handwriting from the back of the class every time she has to do a sum.

 

Everything leads back to the two movies tickets I have in my hand. My morals have been fighting with my courage all these while. It finally subdued my courage. I mustered all of them as I put the receiver to my ear. It engaged. On the other end was the soft voice of an angel. “Look behind you,” she said. I did and saw her standing right there. “I have been near you all along, I watched you while you have your trainings. Your friend has told me everything, including the movie tickets in your hands.” At that moment, I lunged a hug at her. It felt so warm and comfortable. That was the best thing that happened to me since I entered high school. Daphne.

  • Music:Rockstar.

May. 28th, 2008

  • 9:50 PM

I totally hate this man. I'm sandwiched between training and friends. Discipline is the word. It is also the key to success. I have to choose between two factors. Success or pleasure. I guess I'll choose success. Pleasure is only for a short period of time but success follows you forever. The friends I have now aren't that great. They leave me out of everything. I think I'll just move on in search of new friends. I have a new friend. He asked for my e-mail address today. I'm not in the mood to talk right now. I want to stay over at a friend's house so badly that I'm kind of tearing. Come on, I need some bonding. Sigh, why don't you just let me go. Its the holidays for goodness sake. I don't have anything to do at home anyways. My two fucking sisters just don't want to let me go online. What kind of sisters are they, bitches I guess. Blue is the color to describe me now. Just like one of the colors on a painter's palette, the stretch of twilight at dusk and the color of calm water. I just want to let everything go. Things like friends and love. The mind controls it all. All the temptations, I'll slowly overcome them. Every obstacle is a stepping stone to success.

May. 27th, 2008

  • 10:27 PM

Okay, this is strange. I boarded a bus today and saw a friend. She isn't a close friend to me but she's still a friend. She was with her boyfriend. What surprised me was that they didn't sit together or even near one another. They sat far apart and didn't even speak; not a even a word. The space between them is a walkway for commuters to walk pass, strangers. And as strangers walk past, the gap between them grew wider. I could see from my seat. It was saddening but funny. Okay gonna start on another essay now. daffy get ready!

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